toll on, thou passing bell

posted on 17 Jul 2008 by Lesley

Why am i such a freak? No, really. I have this wierd obsession with the Tudor dynasty. Ever since I've seen Elizabeth: The Golden Age, I've been reading non-stop about pretty much all the royals back then. More notably Catherine of Aragon and Elizabeth I. The courage and pride both of these women had, especially for times so long ago. I don't know, it's just really amazing.

Catherine of Aragon, once married to Henry VIII (the first of six wives) stood nobely by as her husband screwed around with different skanks, usually women of her own court, so she could serve the people of England. Her husband had an illegitimate son with someone from her court. Anne Boleyn, his, what I like to call, love mistress would be by his side openly in public while he was trying to get his completely legitimate marriage with her annulled, and made her look like a fool. But she kept strong and faught the annullment so she could keep serving people of England, and on top of that, because of her unrequited love for King Henry. I don't know why, but I seem to relate with her on some levels. I guess just how she doesn't give up. She was such a loved queen.

Anyways, I don't know why but I felt as though that needed to be put into this journal. Because it's pretty much how I'm feeling tonight. I can't give up yet, I have to ride it to the very end.

theres a ghost

posted on 15 Jul 2008 by Lesley

okay, so, listen, it's 2:49 in the morning. nothing happened today- at all. besides a whole lot of watching angry video game nerd, and working on various unfinished sites but i just want to make a blog to say: hey. im back. and i only have 30 days left on my domain, but ill renew it. soon. lol. my host sucks BALLS so basically the site is only going to be up half the time.. i think i need to switch. anyways, enjoy the shittyness and half-assedness of the site. ill be adding a shitload more content soon... like a lot.